here tuhh blogg :]
lonlonglong time since ii last blog ler.
hahas. ps luhhs.
ishh ii nno time worx! nort ii dunwan marhhrs.
LOLs! =/

hummx.
this few days habb been rather busy.
or cann say SUPER busy. :x
wed was a wonderful days.
althoughh didnt do much;and didnt make baby very happi.
budd lucky it still went well.
hahas. dhen this few days. went home late.
bcos of shootin and by e time done my hw.
alrdy veryvery late. still nidd tuh wakeup early next day for sku.
ishh super tired de lo.
):

as a result. ii'm finally down with fever today. )))):
last night, chiongg hw.
didnt finish jiuu go tuh bed ler. cos cannot tahan anymore. :/
today morning wakeup. so giddy&headache.
went tuh prepare dhen cannnot take it.
jiuu wake up xinxin ask him if ii gort fever
&he say gortt lo. sooo neberr go tuhh skuu today worx!
went back tuh sleep. until 10plus.
went tuh see doctor:] doctor say ii very lihaii ler.
cos 4yrs neberr sickk ler. wahahah~ *healthy life ^^
LOLS! dhen he say ii high fever {39.4degree worx!
xinxin ask him why ii always headache&giddy.
he say ishh use too long com & watch too long tv. :xxx
lols. so next time cannot use too long ler. :]

after tat, peii xinxin go take medi.
and went tuh buy lunch jiuu go home ler.
reachh home. eat medi and lunchh.
went tuh sleep. until now bahhs.
caii wakeup use com awhile.
cos ii am boredd luhhs. didnt went cdans today.
tmrr should be going harmonica bahhs.
thinkk ii'm getin fine afetr eatin medi and a sleep:]
hahas!

jus wanna say.
BABYdarlinn; dunn worry abt mme:]
ii'm fine de. will takecare of myself de!
hehx. dunn worry lar. haiiyo.
LOVESlots. muackks! x3s.!
BYES!

每段故事都有一片剧情
每段爱情都像动人弦律
一颗真心却只向着你前进
也许爱 越单纯越着迷

你是窗外另外一片风景
在你眼里我是什么关系
你的呼吸藏在我的爱情里
何时能 诚实面对自己

我们从不开口那个任意
那一句我爱你 永远像少了勇气
别人都说 我和你之间都关心
没有人相信只有关心

我们从不正视那个问题
那一些是非题 总让人伤透脑筋
我会期待 爱盛开那一个黎明
一定会有美丽的爱情

你是窗外另外一片风景
在你眼里我是什么关系
你的呼吸藏在我的爱情里
何时能 诚实面对自己

我们从不开口那个任意
那一句我爱你 永远像少了勇气
别人都说 我和你之间都关心
没有人相信只有关心

我们从不正视那个问题
那一些是非题 总让人伤透脑筋
我会期待 爱盛开那一个黎明
一定会有美丽的爱情

Hey-Yi-Yay~
我们从不开口那个任意
那一句我爱你 永远像少了勇气
别人都说 我和你之间都关心
没有人相信只有关心

我们从不正视那个问题
那一些是非题 总让人伤透脑筋
我会期待 爱盛开那一个黎明
一定会有美丽的 爱情
Hey-Yi-Yay~

ii'm here tuhh blogg ler :/
currently iin skuu now. havinn art lesson.
soo boredd. LOLS!

whole day today wasnt feelinn tat well.
was very emo-ingg
& was feelinn super giddy&headache.
ii dunn wann eat panadol anymore.
scaredd of it ler larhhrs.
everyday also eat.. -.-
haiishh):

ii hab beenn thinkin alot&alot.
dunno wad ii thinkkin budd jus alot of things
in myy mindd. :/
sort of tiredd ler. budd ii'm tryin very hard.
tuh hold onn~
mummy say ytd ish bcos of a ' (: '
ii hartedd for typin it & ii'm nort going tuh type it anymore.
bcos ii bring miserable rather dhen a smile.
e truth of (: ishh nort tuh smile budd tuhh cry. ):
haiishh. sorryy~

ii dunno wad tuh do ltrr.
ii'm lky sooooooo useless lar.
simple thingg yet ii dunn know wad tuh ddo.
hartedhartedharted!
goshh.

hummx. nthh tuhh type ler.
LOLS. hopee ltrr thingg will go well.
reallyreally well! x3s.!


不在乎天长地久；只在乎曾经拥有。

*sobs!*
ii'm sorry. truely sorry.
ii never care abt ur feelin.

this ish e first time ue are soo angry with me.
ii gortt so lost afterall.
ii dunno wad tuhh do;ii dunno wad ii cann do.
ii jus keep thinkin.
ii dun dare tuh cry infront of coach.
so ii cry when ii walkin home.

ii felt so useless.
ii dunno how tuh be a gf.
ii feel more useless each time.
ii jus keep thinkin keep thinkin.
ii dunn dare tuhh reply jus now.
ii dun dare tuhh call and get things clear.
ii dun dare tuh even sms.
ii'm sorry.

my brain cannot take it anymore.
budd ii jus cant stop thinkin.
my heart feels lky as if it gort a big rock.
so heavy.
if ii cann;if ii reallyy cann.
ii wishh ii could take a longlong sleep
thats never wakeup. nth ish impossible.
byes!

panadol doesnt help.

another week of 2008 hab starts. :/
goss! thingg nort going tat well.
nort well at all cann!

skuu habb been really stressed.
and ii am gettin more tiredd each day.
dunno why. even if ii sleet almost a day.?
due tuh my giddyness& headache,
sometime it really make mme wann tuh die off luhhs.
parents also dunn care. -.-

ii habb barely time for myself.
cdans all of this week. sec1 coming.
managed homework & lots of frienn birthday this week.
ii'm broke. really ):
everything changedd alot ard mme.
inculdin myself. with my stupid head.
goss..!

haven been quite ghudd mood nowadays.
dunno why.? jus nort tat happi luhhs.
with life.? with skuu.? with family.?
LOLS! most sadd de ish. me&baby bahhs.
fadin/nort going tat well.
&ii dunno luhhs. sometime will really go break down.
theres no one ii cann trust anymore.
no one. nort a soul. onli my blog.
so if anyone read my blog, dun ask me anything.
give me some space for myself for my feelin.

xinxin dun wan change phone for me today.
ii'm sort of disappointed rather dhen angry.?
plus theres something which make me rather sad.
truly sad. shall nort say. ii'm sorry.
jus too sorry.

ii felt a wall in between.
ii'm tryin very hard. really.