today wakeup sooooo early luhs.
lols. dhen wakeup late oso. cos very tiredd narhhrs. :x
wakeup at 7am dhenn chiongg arhhrs;cos late ler
hehs. dhenn meet bren nn went tuh skuu :]
habb 2roundds of runnin with ls and sam. tiredd~
dhen jiuu play captainn ball ler. weepees~! ;D
quite fun luhs. cos long time neber play ler. hehs.
went tuhh change and washh upp jiu go for bandd ler.
nno one was late luhs! {ghudd.loves 2nd high luhs x33
hehs. dhen habb practise andd breakk. blow alot of songs(:
quite nice luhs~ ;D
today was a short one; so aroundd 1pm jiuu settledd everythingg
andd cann ggo home lerhrs.
as usual lar, we nidd tuhh stay backk for stuff. (:
took e concert ticket {dun feel lky going :xxx
dots. neberrmindd~ still ggo. hehs. cos cannot disappoint my section.
after tat jiuu went home ler. gort workers fix-in my room.
all pinkk luhs! happii luhs. realli sooooo nice. ;DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
ii LOVE my room tons! heh.
tmrr goingg out withh baby. hope sooo bahhs.
cos nort very confirm withh it marhhrs! hehs~ ltr zai say bahhs.
hao ler, ii gtg ler. :]
buaiix.

dunn go away from mme :] ILU

tiredd luhs~
hehs. today habb tuhh wakeup very early luhs.
cos nidd tuhh ggo shootin marhrs,alot of days neberr ggo lerhrs ;x
lols! dhenn meet jas,alex nn yulinn at JE at 8.30am
budden ii late lar, cos too tiredd liaos ;xx
sorry guys tuhh make ue all wait;duii buu qii :]
hehs. so we took trainn all e way tuhh yishunn.
ii was EMO-ing lar, cos dunno why feelin veryvery downn
dhen lky wanna cry budd control. ):
jas nn yulinn try tuhh cheer mme up;budd failedd
sorrii~ nn thankks alotalot ;D
see them so lovely.ii sooooo envy luhs. budd feel happi for them oso :]
reachh yishunn lerhrs, dhen walk tuh range.
actually gort lane tuhh take de budden iin e end, ii cannot use
dhenn nno lane lerhrs, so ii habb tuhh wait.
while waitin, ii went tuh buy milkk tuh drinkk;
wentt backk nn some ware ii gett my peace nn alone de.
sit downn; thinkk alot nn tears start tuhh dropp again luhs.
ohh man, my tears are gonna running out soon luhs if keepp lky this):
sit for a while;jas call mme askk mme go down cos gortt lane tuhh take
dhenn ii take nn train lo. withinn 1hrs, ii jiuu train finishh lehrs
lols~ ii gortt shoot alot horx. jus tat, ii shoot very fast budd nort tat ghudd.
haiis. my standart dropp lar; hatedd man! ;x
keepp my stuff nn tokk tuhh coachh.
dhen he say longlonglong time neberr see mme ler. heh!
dhenn habb tuh train more lo; siianx~lols!
after tat wentt tuhh hab lunch with them; went backk tuhh range
slackk dhen around 4plus jiuu take train go backk ler.
onli gort mme,jas,yulin nn alex :]]
habb alot of laughter lar, they all are sooooooo funny ;D
hehs. ii went tuh lot1 tuhh walk around dhen went tuh JE library tuh slackk.
at there, read kids' books dhen sleepp ;DDDDDDDDDD
lols. cos waitin for baby marhhrs; he went for skuu grad night.
so ii waitedd for almost 3hrs before he came.
chat nn slackk oso. he wear until very formal lar;nice :]]]]]
hahas. dhen hairr oso change tuh brown lerhrs. shuai ge lehhs
lols. ;DDD dhen went tuhh buy drinkk nn homesweethome luhs.
wait for bus335 dhen jiuu he sendd mme go home lo.
took some photo nn home. heh.
finally gettin backk withh baby lehrs. ii really hope will always lky this lar.
*hope-inn* hehs. hummx. tat all bahhs.
my room now very empty luhs, left bedd onli.
cos new table nn all e stuff tmrr comin;so happii luhs ;D
all pinkk colourr ddwerhs~ hehs. LOVED!
hao lar, gtg lerhrs.
buaiix!

e strongest are always e weakest iin e end :]

ii am gonna late for work lerhrs still come here blogg siia.
actually ytd last day of work lerh
budden they nort enoughh paper lar!
soooo habb tuhh continue today luhs. *sob*
hehs. budd neberrmindd. more moneyy;D
lols. ii am hungry luhs.
ytd didnt eat bothh lunch nn dinner.
ytd give out 10blocks at boonlay onli.
dhen jiu end e day lerhrs;went home rest luhs
bren come my hse use com; see ppl blogg.
dhen ii rest nn ggo bathh.
around 5plus jiuu meet marcia at JP control stationn
tuhh ggo interview at seoul garden;bugis(:
hehs.. khor was there;so ii nort so scaredd.
budden mdm say we nort workin there ish at ms luhs.
haiiyo. ii wann workk with khor! ):nvm ~
dhen after tat jiuu ggo ms findd adeline they all.
*continue*
come backk from work lerhrs;D
yeahhh! finally end ler lar. happy~
okhay;back tuhh ytd.
findd adeline lerh, dhen walk around find present for all of them
so we walkk around~ ;findin luhs
finally find dao veru cutee bears for them.
so we brought 5bears(:
yellow;blue;purple;pink;greenn;D
after tat we went tuhh aii qingg haii lerh.
saw them singing luhs;nort bad.
budd ii was very boredd;my mind alot of thingg luhs
listenn tuhh them dhen celebrate birthday oso.
dhen give e bears(:hehs.
listenlisten; they sing finishh lerhrs
dhen others sings,nort badd oso. ;D
around 9plus, ii went home alone. lonelyluhs.
budd wadd tuhh ddo? ii dunn wishh tuhh ask for more anymore.
haiis. ish alright. tat all~

as for today. onli left four ppl luhs.
mme, bren, cartoon nn superman;DDDDDD
today alot of laughter nn jokes. cos gort cartoon.
she bring alot of entertainment for us luhs.
plus today de block all very easy so within 2hrs
we are DONE~ ;DD
sooooooooooooo happii lo. finally end work lerhrs
we walk lky robots budd is a ghudd time for us.
although tired budd ii gort nno wei kouu tuhh eat anythinn.
ytd didnt eat lunch nn dinner.
today onli eat breakfast. nnow gort nno weikou for lunch.
will see how dhen):
haiis! my mind ish somehow conrrupt by alotalot of stuff.
whichh ii dun wishh tuhh thinkk budd...
it jus dun get away~ ii hope it does budd it didnt.
ii am tiredd yet ii cant ddo anythin out of it tuhh helpp
ish alright; wad can ii do? jus let it bbe

ii wishh theres something tat could clear my brain away from everything

updateupdateupdate;D
hehs. secondd day of workk lerh!
*woo* still left one more day onli lar.
today wakeup actually at 8.30am de budden too tired;
so dragdrag until 9am dhen wakeup.. late lerh ;x
jiuu faster ddo everythingg;budden leg super paiinx luhs):
cannot walk properly;veryy paiinx.
meet bren at 9.30am
wentt tuhh mcd eat breakfast. dhen e rest come lo.
went upp at 10am nn startt workk lerhrs. ;D
hehs. today same group of ppl(: withh jiahao nn jiajinn luhs.
we went tuhh susan's hse there nn my hse here; (:
hehs. ghudd luhs. dhenn all e way tuhh lakeside stationn there lo
far hur? ;x tiredd luhs~ leg so paiinx oso.
climb downn stair most paiinx lo;*sobsob*
went 20blocks today also. dhen halfway nno more paper
take more from teacherMAS aat rulang pri;D
tot cann meet or by lucky see any of my cher budd didnt luhs~
wentt backk tuhh ware we stopp nn dhen continue;
hahas. we spendd total of 5hrs doinn before we finally finishh luhs!
tireddtiredd~piannx oso.):
dhenn we ggo meet jewyen's tat groupp at 500+
eat our lunch;today we gortt eat luhs. hehs!
jewyen nn xiuzhen left first budden come backk cos nidd tuhh see boss.
lols. so we wentt nn paidd us! weepees;DDDD
so happy cann cos today gort $25 .
hehs. happyhappy~
didnt wentt tuhh shootin again;xx
dunn feel lky luhs;legg paiinx oso
dhenn oso neberr go interview withh khor;xx o0p!
hehs. promise khor ii will ggo tmrr de. so ii will luhs.
means ii cannot ggo shootin againn! ii am sorry coacch.
ii will disappoinnt ue lar. dunn put hope on mme lerh.
ii will ggo on thur nn fri bahhs. ;x hope so
lols! tmrr nidd tuhh work for mum again. omgg.
my legg arhhrs! lols.
today ii tot baby will call mme de;at least ii hope he will.
budd.. he didnt nn ii cant ddo anything.
jus numbinn myself tuhh workk n nort tuhh thinkk.
lucky gort supermann nn brenn withh mme;at least gortt tat bit of joyy;D
ii guess ii really cant expect more anymore lerhs cos......
haiis. ish okhay luhs~ ii am happyy withh life.
budd bren say ii dunn look lky. even uncle sam. ddo ii?
means ii didnt ddo a ghudd job of hidin my feelin;ii am gonna ddo a better job
tats mme;D ii dun wan tuhh show others my feelin;my true self.
ii shall bbe a happy soul tat always smilinn . hehs.
ii am sure ii cann ddo it; or mayeb ii cant ;x lols.
ii realli wann tuhh numb myself tuhh stopp thinkinn; cann ii?

_ii enjoy my life now without thinkinn of anythinn more;cos ii dun wishh tuhh;D

hehs. today first day of workk (:
ytd night was really e worst night of my life lar.
haiis)): a longg storyy.
almost break up withh babyy siia!
cos we alot of thingg;suddenly wakeup from my dream lerhrs
e dream of a wonderful;perfect relationship.
e dream of princess nn prince.
reliease alot of stuff tat ii dun reliease.
so ii decidedd tuhh let him ggo insteandd of continue.
perhaps ish a better way out of all;
bothh of him nn mme.
ii dunn affordd tuhh see him suffer anymore;with mme
if ii really ddo love him;ii cant bbe selfish anymore.
ii decided tuhh let him ggo;his happiness.
budd he doesnt wanns. he dun respect my decision.
he wann tuhh continue; every lock gort its own key;
therefore our problem gortt e key tuhh solve
since he lky tat say lerhrs;dhenn ii oso dunwan tuhh hurts him
in e endd we didnt breakupp;cann we still bbe e same?
ii nortt sure. ii wasnt confident. haiis~
ii scaredd luhs. budd tryin tuhh jiayouus ;DD
hehs. ytd night cry alot; dhen sleepp late oso.
as e result; today very late dhen wakeup luhs. ;x
actually wakeup 8.30am de;iin e end 8.45am dhen wakeup
hahas. pigg hurr?
wakeup dhen aroundd 9.20am jiuu go meet brenn ler
jiuu start tuhh raiinn lar): nort ghudd de.
bringg umbrella dhen wake tuhh mcd.
eat breakfast with marcia; jewyen nn xiuzhen come also.
soooo we went up tuhh my mum work place;
jiahao,alex nn jiajin was there lerhrs(:
budd raiinx dao veryy big luhs;so cannot workk.
arounn 10plus dhenn we jiuu ggo iin groupp;start workk ler;D
heh. mme.bren,jiahao,jiajin one groupp
e rest another groupp luhs(: so we went aroundd e blockk givenn tuhhh us;
dhenn give outt flyers;door tuhh door worx.
was tiredd luhs): mme nn brenn was lky nno energy very fast
budd we jiann chi dao dii luhhs;no matter wad ;DDD
jiahao was our supperman lar;he super fast lar
he ddo one block alone;faster dhenn mme&bren ddo one block.
fast horx. so we call him 'superman'
hehs(((: ghudd luhs. thankks alot tuhh him dhenn we cann ddo faster
we spendd 4hours doingg ler;super tiredd lar):
budd worthh it ;D hehs.
after tat jiuu walk tuhh 500+ say wanna eat dinner dde.
reachh ler;sit down lerhrs dhenn nno one wann eat luhs.
qii si lerhrs lar ;x soo funny lo.
sit there lkyy dumbb lky tat de;nno one tok.
lols. so after a while;ii take everythingg tuhh mum place
e rest ggo home lerhrs(:
haas. went there dhenn slack there;dunwann ggo home ;x
cos at home very siianx marhhrs.lols
soo stay there; ddo DIY stuff nn play withh kids.
hehs. some was soooo naughty lar. cannot tahann ;x
ii oso cannot tahann;e kids there nort cute de.;xxx
lols. dunn spoilt my dream of takin early childhood lar.
stay there all e way until my mum fang gongg;7pm
wentt home;eatt dinner luhs;D
rest nn watchh tv. ~
today first day work;tiredd luhs budd funn~
tmrr nn wed oso habb;so habb tuhh jiayouus luhs(:
lalalas~ da jiaa jiayouus! ;D
tmrr habb tuhh walk alot oso budd ish worthh.
my shootin into e drainn ler lar.):
gtg. buaiix!

every lock gort its key tuh it.

hehs. actually wanna wakeup early to der.
buddenn as usual lazy de mme; dunn wishh tuhh wakeup
so ii sleepp until 10am. :x
hehs. dhen jiuu watchh tv;kids show
nn tofu street;nice show of e past ;D
hehs. dhenn hummx. khorr jiu bringg da sao come home;
slackk nn waitt for my lunchh tuhh come backk. (:
finallyy backk lerhrs; gortt nicenice food.
aww~ ii am gonna turn fat soon;real soon
chatt withh khor nn he askedd mme go workk withh him
nn after muchh decisionn..
he decidedd tuhh helpp mme askk;interviews luhs
if cann dhen ii thinkk ii will bbe workinn real soon.
hehs. moneymoney. LOVES!
tmrw oso goingg tuhh workk; withh bren they all.
hehs. veryy soon; ii will neglect shootin luhs.
cos lost interest lerhrs bahhs. or shouldd say;
ii am afraid. my score are droppin lky shit lar):
forget it; ii am nort ghudd at shootin;suddenly.
lols! why? ii oso dunno lehhs.
neberrmindd;ii shall concentrate on studies nn work!
weepees~ hehs. will ii regret har?
nortt sure. hopee nort ;x
bleahhs. =p dhen mme nn baby okhay lo. very fast horx.
say monn de. in e end both couldnt control jiu startt sms luhs.
hehs. dhenn jiuu hao luhs. ;D happy oso narhhrs.
hopee will last nn forever bahhs! tats wad ii hope luhs.
cos ii dun wishh tuhh lose ler dhen regret. ;x
lky ytd, tot will breakk nn lose e warm hand n hug.
all e memorise flow iin my mindd; nn ii truely know he's mine
forever mine; nn ii loves him ;DDD
hehs.happyy bahhs~ muackks narhhrs!

startinn workk soon~