ehhs.hummx.dunno wadd tuhh update after all. -.- well, wentt tuhh skuu as usual. dhenn habb 1periodd of amathh, tot habb test budd dun habb(: dhenn habb 2periodds of emathh, didnt listenn was rather sleeppy. dhenn 2periodd of bio nn 1 periodd of engg. *recess* habb 2 periodd of mt, common test was rather easyy budd withh nnort muchh confidentt. hees! jiuu after skuu lerhrs, stayy backk at canteenn slackk awhile. dhenn minx come lerhrs, all jiuu startt ddo enmathh. as ii neberr listenn so ii dunno anythingg larhhrs. waitt for minx tuhh teachh mme therefore didnt wentt for shootin(: hahas. so we learnn nn studyy tgt dhenn suddenlyy someone makee mme veryy sadd nn disappointedd lahhrs. call mme dhenn habb some sortt of quarrel)): makee mme cryy iin skuu while tokinn budden nno one see dao budd minx know. haiis! dhenn realli nno moodd, dunn feel lkyy tokinn lorhhrs. didnt continue tuhh learnn mathh oso cos nno mood. aroundd 4plus, mme.adeline.sandy.minx ggo outt buyy foodd eatt dhenn ii sms allan. feel lkyy findin someone tuhh chat lorhhrs, lucky gortt sir ddhen ii feel better lerhrs if nortt realli veryy xinkuu larhhrs. eatt cup-noodles andd continue withh workk. aroundd 6plus, skuu gonna close lerhrs so we all leave. dhenn ray make somethingg veryy sweet for kaikai larhhrs, so envious budd wadd the use? hummx, so touchin larhrhs. hopee one dayy ii cann get the same thingg oso budd it seems hard. so mme nn minx pull kaikai ggo withh us cos ray nidd tuhh prepare(: kaikai wentt home, mme nn minx ggo JP actuallyy wanna buyy bigbig cardd for pengg de budden dunn habb): so we wentt tuhh give a name nn make the namename thingg for our mp3 de. after tat jiuu wentt tuhh libraryy tuhh studyy lehrs, continue withh our emathh. hahas. did alot worx! ghuddghudd~ dhenn beside us gortt 2prii skuu boyy superr naughty larhhrs, tokk alot of badd wordss dhenn veryy noisyy. idiot siia! so angryy lorhrhs): after tat, kaikai.ray nn jiayuu came too. dhenn at 9pm, the library gonna close lerhrs so we left. theyy all wentt tuh mcd while ii ggo home lerhrs. reachh home eatt nnn rest(: tiredd~

我不需要你伟大的牺牲。我不需要你为我做什么。如果你要就做的自愿一点，不要说得自己付出了很多！dunn thinnkk tat ue are the onli one feelin sadd, dunn thinkk tat ue are the onli one givin outt the effort. pls larhrhs, try nn put urselff iin my shoes nn ue will know how ii feel de. dunn sayy thingg tat ue dunn even know. dunn always findd thingg tuhh quarrel withh mme nn in the endd, so weiida nn let mme. ii dunn nidd ur di shen xia qi, ii dunn nidd ue tuhh sayy sorrii. ii dun wann tuhh hearr sryy fromm ue. cos ii am alreadyy gettin irratedd byy it. dunn nidd tuhh lett mme de, dunn askk mme tuhh bbe how ii shouldd bbe. ii am who ii am! if ue lkyy dhenn lkyy mme who ii am nortt wad ue wann mme tuhh bbe.

la bii xiaoo xinn de poem(:
你是风儿我是沙,
你是哈密我是瓜,
你是牙膏我是刷,
你不爱我我自杀.
我有一首无名诗,
走遍天下无人知,
只有笨蛋和我知,
笨蛋正在看此诗

update(: todayy wentt tuhh skuu withh a tiredd moodd. =.= dhenn first 2periodd ishh engg. somethingg funn happenedd(: whenn lesson was gonna tuhh startt,at aroundd 8am dhenn suddenlyy biyo shout "woo" we shock larhhrs, dhenn see her. she sayy her chair move dhenn xiadao her. dhenn suddenly everyone feel the same, ishh earthquake larhhrs. cher oso gortt feel dao. dhenn ishh firstt time narhhrs, so geetin veryy excitedd(: cann realli feel lorhhrs, dhenn plus abit giddyy budd funn larhrhs. xD ahhas. dhenn after tat ishh 1period of phy. 2periodd of mt;ddo yingg yongg wenn. dhenn 1period of emathh, cher nidd tuhh ggo sec4 there dhenn we gort free period. (((: hahas. ghuddghudd! dhenn recess andd wentt for 2periodd of amathh. gortt SURPRISE testt larhhrs, so hardd! dunno how tuhh ddo;failed): haiis. dhenn ddo alot of questionn nn nidd tuhh rmb alot of formula siia. diedie lerhrs!)): dhenn tmrr gortt test larhrhs, siianx! nextt gortt 2periodd of artt;sleepsleepp. wees! hahas. afterr skuu jiuu shii ggo 2hrs of bio lessonn lerhrs. yawn~ hahas. wentt tuhh labb dhenn listenlisten. dhen haii hao cann sms so smsin withh darlin(: hees. tat yy wont sleepp(: after bio jiuu wentt tuhh buyy food dhenn wentt home. eatt lunchh lerhrs jiuu feel veryy tiredd. sleepp awhile, askk khor tuhh call mme up budd he didnt. arhh! so was abit late tuhh tuitionn budd ishh alright larhhrs. hahas. habb tuitionn, askk alot of questionn nn learnn alot of stuff. ghuddghudd! sunn ggo again nn learn! gonna tuhh catch upp with the rest lerhrs budden still quite nno confident. ahahs. wentt home after tat nn update. homeworkk, herre ii come(:

你是大笨蛋 我是小笨蛋。 我爱你。x333333

well, seems lkyy ii nno time tuhh blogg lerhrs. everyy dayy either ishh busyy withh studyinn test or veryy tiredd narhhrs! so since now gortt time jiuu post(:

ytd
hummx, for ytdd. skuu reopenn lerhrs(: hahas. habb engg for 2periods. dhen ishh 2periods of amath. scaredd tat ii missedd alot of stuff andd ii realli did): budd learnt new topic today. nn ishh alright worx. ii cann follow up(: nno bad! hope ii will improve bahhs. dhenn ishh 2periods of PE. dhenn we chinese gerls always late de marhhrs, dhenn was late for 20mins. dhenn kanna punishment lorhrhs. mraw askk us ddo push-up. actuallyy ishh 30time de budden nortt tgt so he keepp askinn us tuhh re-ddo. at firstt ii ddo fullyy 20times, dhenn follow up jiuu cannott lerhrs. ddo until we gonna die lerhrs, he dhen sayy okhayy. handd veryy paiinx luhs)))': haiis. dhenn he askk whole class tuhh run up the new block dhenn down again 5times siia. wth~ whenn finishh dhenn realli veryy giddyy. lols. wentt tuhh habb recess. 1period of geo, 1periodd of mt andd 2periods of ss. after skuu jiuu wentt for amathh remedial lerhrs(: habb test andd ii did well(: hahas. dhenn lessonn endedd at 2plus. andd ii wentt home after tat.wentt tuhh changed andd wentt tuhh meet minx lerhrs. wentt tuhh JP nn meet adeline&biyo. haas. wentt tuhh watchh movie, the rat de show. was quite funny larhhrs, budden thinkk ishh we veryy tiredd dhenn wann tuhh sleepp. biyo sleepp firstt as usual, follow by minx. mme&ade neberr sleepp((: hahas. we are nort PIG! o0p :x hahas. wentt tuhh eatt somethingg dhenn ii wentt off lerhrs. wentt tuhh meet daddyy nn mummy dhenn wentt tuhh clementi baiibaii. cos last dayy lerhrs. until aroundd 8plus jiuu ggo lerhrs, wentt tuhh habb dinner. didnt eat cos was full. so waited for parents tuhh eat dhenn garyy sayy he saw mme! lols. neberr call mme. dots siia!
wentt home after tat andd helpp minx sorts nn add songs tuhh her mp3(: cos nidd tuhh ddo alot dhen from 10plus jiuu do until almost goingg tuhh12am lerhrs. finally finishh nn total gortt 500+ songs(: hees. budd iin the endd neberr ddo dao amath hw jiuu ggo sleepp lehrrs.

todayy
wakeupp nn findd tat ii am totally wore out. haiis. arm there oso veruu paiinx. realli lorhrhs. lift a lightt thingg oso will paiinx))): it starts tuhh rainn nn ii am veryy guaii horx. ii gortt bringg umbrella tuhh skuu. saw marcia andd wentt tuhh class tgt. she sayy nan de ii will bringg umbrella. everytime either daddyy drive or will lin yu. . :x sayy untill ii veryyy badd budd ishh true larhhrs. ^^ hahas. dunno yy ii will bringg oso. *siao liaos* kekes. dhenn habb 1period of bio,eng nn emathh. dhenn 2periodd of cme. did the wadd minister de. lols. haii wo fal alseepp kanna wakeup by ahchiong. paiisehhx siia! dots. dhenn 1period of mt, wentt tuhh recess(: habb two periodd of geo*testt* dhenn 2periodd of phy. all finallyy finishh lerhrs, actuallyy ii gortt extra amathh lesson de budden cherr suddenly nortt free dhenn change tuhh tmr worx. hahas. ghuddghudd(: wentt tuhh canteenn withh minx andd slackk there. dhenn actually ishh ggo swimmin complex there de kfc studyy de. budden alot of thingg happen dhenn neberr ggo lerhrs. ben laii come my hse de budden biyo wann ggo playground at their hse there de. so ii thinkk ishh okhayy larhhrs, they ggo bahhs. ii decided tuhh ggo home. minx keepp askinn mme ggo budd ii rejectedd. dunno yy, jus dunno yy. even myself ii cant see my presence whenn ii am at there. ii cant feel anythinn. they dunn treat mme as frienn, they dunn lkyy mme. maybe ii jus lackk of confidentt withh myself. budd realli the feelin suckks tat muchh. so whenn ii left ii cryy on the wayy. no one knows, no know see. minx tot ii angry budd dunn worryy dear. ii am nortt angry withh ue nn ii swear ii wont iin my life. ishh jus tat whenn ue feel so muchh tat ue wantedd tuhh join them budd bcos of mme ue stay withh mme. yes, ii am veryy touchedd budd ii dunn wishh tuhh cause tuhh unhappiness. ii dunn wann ue tuhh weii lerhrs wo dhenn missedd all the fun. ur smile ishh ur everythinn(: ii jus feel left outt, jus alone. nno muchh big deal at all. ii will overcome it, ii believe ii will get use tuh it andd by then ii will relayy everythinn on myself lerhrs. minx,thankks for everythinn.

sayy outt lerhrs, at least ii feel tat ii habb putt down the burden. nortt so heavy ever(: