蔷蔷
还记得你喜欢咬著我的手
给我你嘴里的球
要我陪你玩丢丢
你喜欢我摸摸你的小耳朵
窝在我的身旁
没有烦忧
在梦里遨游
好狗狗 好狗狗
谢谢你陪妈咪这么久
你明明要离开我
是搬到天堂生活
蔷蔷你要记得我
你不要走丢
快快找到天使
在天堂给我(们)保佑
蔷蔷不要忘了我
还有亲爱的阿姨叔叔和你的朋友
你永远活在记忆中
*ella singg for herr dogg de, so touchinn luhs!*


haas! (: well, ghudd news after all. the sadness of mme andd darlinn ishh off lerhrs. now all okhayy lerhrs, everythinn ishh fine now. goingg backk tuhh last time lerhrs. xD wees~ thankks darlinn for everythinn. ytd ytd nightt was realli gortt so sadd tat ii keepp cryin hardd! ytd ii cryy again. budd nortt bcos of sadness budd bcos tat ii am touchedd by ur words. ii tot tat everythinn was over between us, ii scaredd. budd bcos ishh ue, bcos of ur words, bcos of all ue habb done for mme. ii was so touchedd tat ii cryy. thankks darlin! ii love ue more dhenn anyone(: ii wont wann tuhh leave ue againn, dunn lett mme cryy again k? hahas. todayy was another wonderful dayy withh ue(: another memories, another dayy tuhh rmbb of. ourr datinn; our 5th movie. ii will neberr forgett! hahas. todayy wentt tuh h marina square tuhh watchh 881 with darlin. the show veryy funnyy yett veryy touchinn also. cann say worthh tuhh watchh bahhs. while watchinn ii was super coldd larhhrs, dhenn coldd until cannot tahan. dhen tot come outt lerhrs will bbe better buddenn the shoppin more coldd larhhrs. ): lols! realli veryy coldd luhs. wentt tuhh walkk aroundd nn wentt tuhh esplanade the roof there. was a nice place tuhh ggo. whenever mme nn darlinn ggo dhen will see lots of couple there de. hahas. budd ishh a nice place larhhrs(: lovees! after awhile jiuu ggo backk lerhrs. wentt tuhh take mrt tuhhh jurongg. wass packk withh ppl again luhs. so many ppl): well, cannt blame. was peckk hour marhhrs. foundd sit nn we gortt so tiredd tat we fall alseepp on the wayy. =p hahas. reachh jurongg lerhrs, dhenn wentt tuhh chatt awhile at ourr 秘密 place. :xx hahas. *不能说的秘密* xpp! dhenn jiuu wentt home lerhrs. didnt habb dinner dhenn askk daddyy tuhh buy foodd for mme(: watchh the dogg de show while eatingg.the dogs all so cute cann! next time ii sure wanna habb dogg de, no matter wadd narhhrs(: hees. dhenn jiu come updatedd lerhrs. exam cominn lerhrs worx, siianx narhhrs. ii missedd alot of thingg iin skuu lerhrs. this time de EYE realli gortt nno confident at all siia))): howhow?

hummx,decidedd tuhh create new blogg again. dunno ishh the right chioce or nortt. dunno if ii wouldd get those rubbish again? budd anyway, ii cant ddo anythinn bahhs. well, now ishh sept lerhrs. nn ish the sept one week holidayy. well, ii spendd the holidayy fullyy budd sadd tuhh say didnt spendd time on my studies. from mon tuhh thur, wentt tuhh safra tuhh helpp coachh withh the singapore open shoot. learnn alot from there(: saw alot of pro shooter oso, well done tuhh all harr! ii shall learnn hardd nn be one of them oneday((: *jiayouus!* hummx, earnn $120. now finally understandd how xinkuu it was tuhh workk nn earnn moneyy. shall cherishh it more lerhs. tot $120 was alot budd ishh nortt. give half of it tuhh mum andd left half onli. ): quite sadd harr. budd neberrmindd larhhrs. firstt time workk, full of memories oso! x3 todayy gortt nno workk lerhrs so stayy at home whole dayy. guaii lehhs(: anyway, minx they all come backk from nepal lerhrs(: so missedd them larhhs, hope tat they realli ddo enjoyy themself lots harr. any presentt for mme? :x hahas. budd ytd night ii feel so sickk larhhrs, keepp cryinn. budd anyway no one will know also. jus so hurts until ii couldnt stopp. gortt so tiredd tat ii cry until sleepp, hopin tat tmrr will bbe a better dayy. phone gortt off in the morningg andd ii simply dun care cos ii still cannot convince myself tuhh forget ytd. budd in the endd, ii still did it. nortt tat disappointin afterall. shouldnt ii bbe already gettin usedd tuhh it? well, tat mme. my life. wanna tuhh watchh ratatouille de budden forgett it bahhs. lastl just wanna say somethinn from my own pointt: everyone thinkks tat sayinn SORRY ishh always the onli way whenn ue did somethinn wrongg nn they always get the mindset tat nno matter how big or how small the mistake ishh jus thinkk tat SORRY will helpp. budd they didnt know tat actuallyy nnort everythinn, the wordd SORRY cann mendd it. sometime the hurts tat ue habb brinn tuhh the person ishh alreadyy deepp downn his/her heartts nn nortt one SORRY cann mendd the hurts. dunn treat the wordd SORRY so grantedd if nortt it standd nno mean at all. so meaningless.

coachhGOH: ue owe mme one SOFTEE(: thankks for nnort postin the pic. xpp!

ii cant treat ue the wayy ii use tuhh treat ue. ii cant convince my hearrt at all. perhaps it reallii ddo hurts mme alot.