fuckk larhhs! stuipdd blogger.. alreadyy so pissedd off liaos still create problem for mi.. aiya! habb been quite 'fan' this few days larhhs.. jus 'fan' lothhs.. dunno wadd ii am fan-ingg budd the feelingg ishh jus berii 'fan'.. ): *sryy for the badd wordds* haiis! ii dunno larhhs.. dunno wadd habb happenedd tuhh mi... felt tat the oldd shiin ishh gone, no longer there lerhs! )): no longer the cheerful andd happi shiin.. ii dunno yy? everythingg change, perhap ii habb change too! ii jus wann the oldd shiin backk, budd ii dunn think ii can findd 'her' anymore? haiis! gone forever? ): **** wake upp earlyy todayy for harmonica.. wentt tuhh bandd with brentha andd saw xiaoyangg already there lorhhs! *xiadao* cos ytd bet with her marhs, see hu will first reachh bandd todayy.. den she win lorhhs, ii lost! ><>< luckyy nth happenedd larhhs.. denn when he wanna tuhh come down tat time, he was lky jump downn de.. *scaryy!* after tat, mi, mummy andd les went off first.. tuhh les de hse tuhh wait for her take moneyy andd went off tuhh JP.. (: shopp andd slackk aroundd awhile jiu went tuhh imm lerhs.. budden onli gort mi and les go cos mummy wanna go home? meet dao wantaingg, denn she oso follow us go tgt.. (: actually wanna findd yangg de budden in the endd neberr.. dunno yy? *lols* we jiu walk aroundd andd slackk denn jiu go home lerhhs.. took 98 with les andd wantingg went off tuhh meet yangg at entertainment.. reachh home, bath andd wentt tuhh westmall with parents tuhh habb dinner.. shopp aroundd.. (: chatt alot with les on phone todayy.. planned alot of thinggs with her.. sharedd alot of things with her.. choose tuhh trust her, andd ii jus can say my feelin andd everythingg with her.. ii dunno yy? maybe she ishh my les bahhs andd she cann understandd my feelin.. *xiexie* MUACKS!

ii am realli tiredd lerhs..
budd ii am still here waitingg for ue..
ii doesnt noe how longg ii habb tuhh wait
ii doesnt noe how longg ii will wait
ii doesnt noe how longg ii can wait
budd ii noe ii will continue tuhh wait,
no matter wadd happenedd!
jus b'cos of 3wordds, 1meanin, 8letters
I LOVE YOU! (:

haiis! dunno yy ii so fan andd tiredd this few days.. ): ytd suddenlyy no mood denn sleepp late bahhs.. hate it whenn ii am moodyy cos will cause ppl moody oso..*sryy* denn todayy cannot wake upp for P.T, no moodd for it oso.. habb 2periodds of art andd do nth as usual? *slackk* 2periodds of engg.. was alrite larhhs, budd sleepp abit.. denn cher say ' some ppl are jus lazyy andd olways sleepin in class.. neberr highlight the thingg ii say ' *lols* noe she tokingg abt mi larhhs.. denn sandyy jiu replyy ' ppl sleepp oso gortt highlight de marhhs' budd realli, ii gortt highlight before ii sleepp.. (: so she gortt nth tuhh sayy bahhs! *lols* lesson ended tat time, sandyy kanna call out by cher askk yy she tok back! hahas.. denn they all jiu go paste 'sandy ish a PIG' on the whiteboardd.. kanna cher take awayy? shouldd be gonna tell miss cheongg bahhs! xx= denn habb 1periodd of emath? was totally cannot awake, keep fallin asleepp..denn jiu neberr learnt dao anythingg? ): *recess* 1period of bio.. 2periodds of ss.. denn sku jiu endedd lerhs.. (: wentt for sectional in bandd room with 1st highh.. sam teachingg! was alrite larhh, time passedd quite fast? hmm, after sectional jiu went off with xiaoyangg andd chatt alot of things? * secret* went home at 5plus andd rest lerhs.. todayy no moodd go shootin so neberr go.. *sryy!* budd haiis, dunno wadd tuhh say larhhs.. buaiix~{iimissue. & iiloveue.}

bloggin ish the onli wayy for mi tuhh say myy feelin out bahhs? cos nortt realli alot ppl noe ii gortt this blog, so ii can sayy wadd ii wann tuhh say.. ii cant sayy out this feelingg when ppl askk mi, so ii prefer typingg out? weird? haiis! habb been quite stress andd fan larhhs.. noe alot of thingg this few days.. alot things tat ii cant help in slovingg.. alot tat wouldd cos mi no moodd? ii mayy appear tuhh be happi budd ii am nortt.. neberr tell ishh cos ii dunn wann ppl tuhh be worriedd andd moody oso bahhs.. so rather remains quiet andd keep thinggs tuh myself? isnt it better this wayy? life ish in a mess now! knowingg too muchh thingg isnt ghudd after all.. budd ii hope ii can helpp her bahhs.. 'friend', dunn worry! ii will be there with ue all the times, even if ii cant do anything tuhh help.. budd ii will olways lent ue myy ear! (: takecarebahhs.. haiis! ii realli dunno wadd tuhh do sometime? *confusedd* ii am jus so useless andd tupidd larhhs.. cant even slove thingg, cant even anweii friend! wadd a 'ghudd' frien ii am.. )): {xinyi: ii dunno if ue will readd or nort, budd if ue do.. dunn askk mi anythin of wadd hab happenedd.. cos ii noe, ii cant say! budd ii scaredd, ii will.. *sryy* }
*am ii still the same mi? or ii am no longer lerhs? ): *

MUACKS! (: hees.. wentt tuhh sku as usual andd wass rainingg..so coolingg! (: hees... lazyy tuhh bringg 'yu san' so wear jackett tuhh sku.. (: hahas.. reachh sku jiu do bio cos last night neberr finishh? *lols* dododo denn chat lorhhs.. when lesson gonna start my book lost? ): cannot findd.. denn scaredd kanna scoldd by miss cheong..): budd neberr larhhs, she berii ghudd! (: went backk class den foundd zhiyongg with my book? he took wrongly.. >< haii wo so scaredd.. budd luckyy foundd larhhs. (: hees.. 2periodds of bio denn 2periodd of engg.. *siianx!* keep fallingg asleepp denn cher come tapp mi ask yy ii this few days keep sleepin lkyy so tiredd? hahas.. ii oso dunno yy! jus tiredd lorhhs! (: *lols* 1periodd of m.t, habb test.. *tou shu hann* quite easyy larhhs.. hees.. xDDD *recess* didnt went downn for recess, wentt tuhh dance room with huiiminn, jinggyi andd raymondd.. slackk there andd chat.. xPp denn jiayu buy foodd for us.. *xie lerhs* 2periodds of amath.. habb test again budd ii didnt noe cos was sleepingg tat time so dunno! ): didnt studyy lorhhs, fail again? oh well, dead!! )): neberrmindd, suan liao larhhs.. wo jiu shii tupidd de marhhs.. (: 2periodds of geo.. so funny lorhhs.. cher was lky so angryy with mi andd friends, den keep changingg place for us! ii was infront de, den change tuhh behind.. *behindd cedric somemore* so chatt with him, cher angryy again! xx= so askk mi change with the songrenn behindd mi.. denn ii no one tuhh chatt liaos? *lols* wentt infront findd adeline andd do the workk tat was shown on OHP.. den chatt again, cher scoldd! sayy neberr learnt lesson.. ): hahas.. budd wass funny larhhs, dunno yy? hees! xDDD 1periodd of emath.. andd wentt for bio tuitionn .. habb pratical doingg the starchh thingg.. was so luan! * confusedd larhhs* blurblur oso.. dunno wadd tuhh do.. *lols* did wadever ii can liaos.. den jiayu keepp helpingg mi cos ii olways manman laii.. pluss lkyy lost? (: *xiexie jiayu!!* hees! denn when doingg the boilingg of test tube, the chemical 'shoot' out until myy handd.. ouch! was paiin lorhh! cos boilingg lehhs!! almost wanna cryy budd neberr.. cos alot of ppl so ii jus bear with it... washh under the runningg water budd still paiinx.. lkyy berii hot lkyy tat! )': haiis! *clumsyclumsyy shiin* small thingg oso cannot do! >< denn jiayu jiu helpp mi do most of the workk, realli xiexie him alot! xDDD ended pratical at 3plus? was rainingg lightly larhhs.. so we jus walkk tuhh CU tuhh eat lunchh.. (: denn beside our table ish a groupp of fuhua sec de.. when we wann go tat time, they keepp saying 'byebye' we ignore them larhhs, denn sandyLEE so funnyy! suddenly say ' dou mei you shuo hello, gan ma shuo byebye? ' hahas.. we was laughingg lkyy hell lorhh! ((: went tuhh CK cos theyy wan buy smth, denn some went backk sku.. some wentt home! ii wentt home oso cos gortt tuition at 5.30marhhs! so faster bathbath den prepare hao liaos jiu meet yyam andd went for tuition.. was so tiredd siia.. *lols* whenn cher teachin, ii keep falling asleepp.. >< *sryy!* tuition endedd at 7pm andd when tuhh findd dardar.. (: denn chat for some time.. *secretsecret* skipskipp! hees. bleahs.. xPp denn jiu go home lerhhs.. hahas.. habb tuhh go do homeworkk lerhh.. buaiix! (:
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*photo of myy new suit xDD *



{ front (: *hees!* }

{ backk! gortt my name~ xPp *muacks* }

{bottom; pants (: *weepees!*}

{ whole suit! front.. (: *hahas!*}

{ whole suit! back~ nicenice (: *loves!* }

hees! happihappi.. (: weepees! hmm, wake upp quite earlyy today cos gortt PT.. meet sandyLEE lerhs jiu go meet the rest.. habb our warm-upp, roundd aroundd the sku for 3roundds.. (: tiredtiredd! 2periodds of phyy, habb practical.. hees.. (: 2periodds of PE.. nidd tuhh run aroundd the sku again.. ): habb tuhh do pushh-up, sit-upp andd more lorhhs.. tiredtiredd! )): budd neberrmindd larhs, ghudd gor health.. (: hahas.. 1period of m.t *recess* 2periodds of cme.. habb tuhh do the flag dayy report andd did some workkb0ok.. (: 2periodds of engg.. *siian narhs~* ><>< hahas.. chat lerhs jiu... *secret* (: hees.. bleahhs! denn gortt 11missed call from daddy.. neberr hear the hpp ringg marhs, cannot blame.. (: hahas.. denn went home, neberr tio scolding siia.. wee! henghengg.. hees.. nth tuhh sayy lerhs.. (: buaiis! { iimissue. & iiloveue. }

haiis.. alot of things habb happenedd! thingg start tuhh change.. ppl start tuhh change.. everythingg change? ): ii dunno wadd ii can do tuhh help her.. ii sayy ii will settle budd.. ): ii dunno wadd ii can do.. yy? yy ii everythingg oso dunno? ii hate myself for dunno everythingg.. ii am tiredd of sayingg "dunno" )): ii wanna tuhh helpp, budd ii doesnt noe wadd ii can do.. ii doesnt noe how ii can helpp in order tuhh habb the endin everyone wans! haiis.. in a lost of my darkdark worldd.. *tupidtupidd shiin* ue cant even helpp her in a small thing, yet callin urself as a friend! ii am suchh a useless frien, nortt worth ur friend.. ): ii'm sryy!

hees! happihappi.. (: weepees! hmm, wake upp quite earlyy today cos gortt PT.. meet sandyLEE lerhs jiu go meet the rest.. habb our warm-upp, roundd aroundd the sku for 3roundds.. (: tiredtiredd! 2periodds of phyy, habb practical.. hees.. (: 2periodds of PE.. nidd tuhh run aroundd the sku again.. ): habb tuhh do pushh-up, sit-upp andd more lorhhs.. tiredtiredd! )): budd neberrmindd larhs, ghudd gor health.. (: hahas.. 1period of m.t *recess* 2periodds of cme.. habb tuhh do the flag dayy report andd did some workkb0ok.. (: 2periodds of engg.. *siian narhs~* ><>< hahas.. chat lerhs jiu... *secret* (: hees.. bleahhs! denn gortt 11missed call from daddy.. neberr hear the hpp ringg marhs, cannot blame.. (: hahas.. denn went home, neberr tio scolding siia.. wee! henghengg.. hees.. nth tuhh sayy lerhs.. (: buaiis! { iimissue. & iiloveue. }

haiis.. alot of things habb happenedd! thingg start tuhh change.. ppl start tuhh change.. everythingg change? ): ii dunno wadd ii can do tuhh help her.. ii sayy ii will settle budd.. ): ii dunno wadd ii can do.. yy? yy ii everythingg oso dunno? ii hate myself for dunno everythingg.. ii am tiredd of sayingg "dunno" )): ii wanna tuhh helpp, budd ii doesnt noe wadd ii can do.. ii doesnt noe how ii can helpp in order tuhh habb the endin everyone wans! haiis.. in a lost of my darkdark worldd.. *tupidtupidd shiin* ue cant even helpp her in a small thing, yet callin urself as a friend! ii am suchh a useless frien, nortt worth ur friend.. ): ii'm sryy!

*misses ):* sleepp at 2am ytdd.. (: so wake upp at 11.30am todayy? hees.. *pigg* xPp wake upp lerhs, nth tuhh do siia.. neberr go libraryy with them cos sleepp late liaos.. plus headd super giddy.. ): watchh tv andd habb lunchh.. denn jiu watch 'full house' liaos.. beriiberii nice show.. xDDD hahas.. watchin the show for the whole dayy.. pro bahhs! hahas.. watchwatchwatch.. until 8plus jiu stopp liaos.. denn jiu use com andd update blogg lorhs.. hees.. tmr sku start again.. *lols* gortt PT tmr, habb tuhh go lorhs.. compeition comin liaos.. either tue or wed.. haiis.. ii onli train once andd somemore a 'new' gun for mi.. no ganqing! misses my NYT de gun.. budd... ): neberrmindd larhhs.. (: jiayous jiu duii lerhs.. xDDD
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